I wrote this in 2003

11 July 2003 - 9:40 AM

jt sux. very big time. i hate her. who is she to scold me? i dun think that wearing orange ankle socks n folding up my skirt is wrong. its not as if i m the only one breaking the rules. there are others who break the rules more than me n nv get caught. i didnt hitch up my skirt to the length of a mini skirt. so i dun see what the prob with that. as if teachers wear skirt up to knee length. so how can they chide us for not wearing to knee length. & she was the one who cum to sch wearing shirts with 3 holes. hrmph. n she was the one who can perm her hair. so why should a student look like a student when teacher doesnt? anyway students are supposed to be rebellious at this stage n i dun see the point y i cant break a few minor rules or so. they r not tat important wat. why should a student be seen like a student when our job is just to study n get good grades? does it mean that if u wear coloured ankle sock or multiple earings, dyed hair u cant be a gd student? where is our freedom of expression? there is none. ppl are so critical. they look on with coloured eyes when u are diff. why do we feel more afraid when we see ppl with tattoo..? anyway why cant i roll my eyes when i m feeling damn piss off with her. whu is she to say i cant roll my eyes. if she can scold me in front of everyone, why cant i roll my eyes in front of her? it feels so gd. what can u do if i cont rolling my eyes? gouge my eyes out? give me cs? heck. she is lucky i didnt even say anything back. for she be amazed at what i m scolding her inside. this isnt the first time she is making the hell outta me on a perfectly fine morning. she just hav to spoil it. n she just have to keep harping on the fact that she caught me b4 for not standing still. my god. tat was in j1 n first 3 mths summore. what is she trying to prove? she have a gd memory. oh pls i make a pt already to stand still every morning n she still have to dig it out. it jus prove to show what. she is evr so idiot. doe she ever care about anothers' feeling. i wonder how she would view a criminal. probably condemn him for life even when he already change for the better. back on the topic of rolling eyes. sosh says i m stupid to roll my eyes in front of her no matter how i dislike her behaviour. i cant be bother no more. i jus can stand the way she do things. she could hav ask me to change in to a white sock at a later time n not ask me to get it off that instant. n she could have ask me to roll my skirt down instead of doing herself. hrmph. hate her. tat an understatment. i nv actually hate anyone b4. n she has done enuff to make me hate her. i nv want to see her in my life. perhaps b4 tat i was young n ignorant. n i just obey everything though grumbling. but i m glad i hav the guts to roll my eyes at her today instead of just keeping quiet n just like trying to nod in agreement to get her off my back. so sick of being myself. the push over me. i dun say anything doesnt mean i m not capable of doing anything. sure i will try not to break the rules nxt time. not because i respected her. but jus bcos i dun wan to get scolded. i just despised her. n i wan to avoid her at all cost. cant be bothered with her. cant wait to get out of this damn sch.

Lol was I that rebellious and angsty then? JT was my discipline mistress at hcjc. Sosh was my CT. Rolling eyes omg haha. Was luffing as I read this :P