i used to write.

August 25, 2005

如此而已。

从前，照片如此珍贵。

电视剧里，阿嬷的铁盒子里仅存一张阿公和她的合照。那是他们的结婚照，就那么一张合照。

我 生活在，一个科技发达的时代。数码相机，更让我拥有了数百张照片。每时每刻，我们都说“喂！来拍照拍照！”然后很自恋的摆了很多pose。都是很高兴的合 照。只是，我已经很久没有翻开那些照片了。我甚至质疑它们的价值。事过境迁，人在，但他还是他吗？望着那些照片，还记得那些不忘的誓言吗？却没有勇气拿起 电话，只是摇摇头认命，感慨，然后又开始忙碌，就忘了。更讽刺的是，在路上偶然碰到竟然会有种“不要让他看到我”的感觉。

也许，照片根本抓不住什么，是我太天真。我拼命的想留住什么，以为有照片为证就不会变，可是变了，就变了。照片也许更是无情，提醒着我们，那个我们回不去的过去。

我却不舍得，丢弃或删除任何一张。心里明白，其实照片，一张也不需要，因为真正刻苦铭心的，是印在脑海里，丢不了，也删不了。

只是，永远不安的自己，还是得借由这些摸得到，看得到的东西，来告诉自己，这是我的故事。仿佛，真的，如果我将它们丢了，我的回忆也不见了。

我 的一个房间，都是我死都不肯丢掉东西的证据。什么都想留着，有时好想一把火烧了，可还是不舍得。读过一本书，杂乱的房间，让人思绪也杂乱。我看着我的房 间，也头痛了。从何收起？这个不愿丢，那个留着也许有用，结果受收拾房间也是徒劳无功。有时很讨厌。也许全都丢了，我也不再烦恼了。了无牵挂。

阿嬷一个小铁盒，就装满了回忆和感动。

但愿我连小铁盒都不需要。

Random quiz:

http://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2010/06/07/technology/20100607-distraction-filtering-demo.html

Apparently I am not a high multi-tasker = I am not a woman?

Randomness.

I believe

"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles."

— Audrey Hepburn

虎-ah ah!

Analytical Analytical

Today I am classified as Analytical Analytical.

Am I that Analytical?

I thought I would be an amiable. Or at least amiable analytical.

(The two other social styles are Driven & Expressive. )

Interesting.

Happy 2010

Cheers to 2010. May this year be be filled with love, hope and laughter! :D

My advance bday pressie :D

I just got the official call!

:D

I hope the good luck never runs out.

Two interviews next week. Monday and Tuesday.

Jia you Ms Ang! Aza aza fighting!

Sunburnt, blisters but HAPPY!

More photos: 1 2 3

The camera flashed, capturing the moment on film for all eternity.

@ Mt Sophia - Old School

Just got my first roll of BBF film scanned - lol only a few nice ones - i.e most are quite bad haha. But I think the photo above comes out quite well! :D At least it captured what should be captured. Haha.

@ Old School - 2902 Gallery

This is probably a super heng photo! Most prob due to us forgetting to turn the film and hence we ended up with the multiple exposure image. I like this photo. The contrast of action v.s quiet. And our faces fits so nicely! And it managed to captured some art pieces at the back too.

& here's a collection of all the toy cameras I have :D my next aim is a split cam! Trying to find where I can get in in SG. Hmm.


Oh - & I got an empty film canister from TripleD just now - I wanna try to do my own redscale film! Super cool! & of course the next photoshoot w YC - RETRO theme @ a playground! I cant wait! Oh and I want to make my own pinhole camera too. Haha.

:D

Saw this on Eunice's blog - its such a happy and amazing MTV that I have to share :D



On another note - I think its a stupid ruling that we cant even drink plain water (much less eat sweets) on MRT. Think they will wait till someone faint/die due to lack of water before they will review the policy.

:D

Haha I went crazy and bought my orange BlackBirdFly online last week. =D
Got it today. *Online shopping rocks*

Time to buy some film and go for experimental shoots!

Anybody with me?

On another note, we did this after our run. ♥
Thanks JY for the edit :P


& my nett timing is 00:38:07 for a 5km run~ :)

^^

Finally one good opportunity. Wish me luck for the interview :)

Tempting?

With air tickets to Japan for like $400 all inclusive - I am like tempted to go.. not.

Seriously and sadly, I am dying to get a full time permanent job now. And until then I dont feel like indulging in any travel.

I need to get a job! Why dont I hear from any company that I have sent my resume to?

Grr. Haiz.

Nitty Gritty Things.

Citibank needs to change their cash deposit machine!
Second time that the machine "ate" my money without updating my bank acc.
Never happen to me using POSB/UOB machines.
I can say it is a highly distressing affair.
So much so that I don't feel like going shopping when I actually planned to before the unfortunate incident happen.
Lets hope they find my money in the security box.
Lets hope the call me sooner so that I can feel more at ease.
(Ok got the call at 3.40pm - my $$ is safe! ^^)

On another happier note, its the durian season!

Picked by my beloved Daddy from Pulau Ubin :)

Yummy!

보고 싶어요

Watching Korean version of 流星花园, the part about Muju, Tirol Hotel, Skiing & Snow is making me miss Korea a lot!


I wanna go TRAVEL!

Celebrating The Family: An Intimate Showcase of Films

Celebrating The Family showcases a special selection of two short films from nuSTUDIOS Film Productions, which touch on the theme of family. It will mark the world premiere of CASHLESS (2009), screened here with the short film documentary, In Our Own Words (2008). The event is part of National Family Celebrations ’09, an annual event by the National Family Council, which celebrates and reinforces the importance of families and family life.

CASHLESS revolves around a man’s reckless pursuit of his misplaced cash after he mistakenly transfers an important sum of money meant for his mother into the wrong ATM account. The film stars Danny Jow and features music from local bands The Lilac Saints and RustyNailz. The film will be screened with In Our Own Words, a short film documentary presenting an unconventional perspective on youths with renal failure.

The filmmakers will be in attendance for a post-screening discussion.

Date/Time:
Sat 20 Jun 09 (4pm)
Sat 20 Jun 09 (8pm)
Sat 27 Jun 09 (4pm)
Sat 27 Jun 09 (8pm)

Venue: The Arts House Screening Room
Email: enquiries@nustudios.org
Website: www.nustudios.org

Tickets at $8 each
For ticketing details, please visit: www.theartshouse.com.sg

Ratings: PG

For film details visit:
cashless.wordpress.com & inourownwords.wordpress.com

Do support :)

Work

Seems like the people viewing my resume are all the financial industry people.

Oh well. Should start sending out resumes soon.

Same old story.

Yesterday I went to the bookfair.

This guy came up to me and said "do you want to strengthen your brain power" or something lidat.

When I showed no interest, he asked "you are sec 2 or sec 3?"

-_-!!!

I so so so feel like buying the orange one!

http://khloee.livejournal.com/35114.html