Tuesday, March 29, 2011

i used to write.

August 25, 2005

如此而已。


从前,照片如此珍贵。

电视剧里,阿嬷的铁盒子里仅存一张阿公和她的合照。那是他们的结婚照,就那么一张合照。

我 生活在,一个科技发达的时代。数码相机,更让我拥有了数百张照片。每时每刻,我们都说“喂!来拍照拍照!”然后很自恋的摆了很多pose。都是很高兴的合 照。只是,我已经很久没有翻开那些照片了。我甚至质疑它们的价值。事过境迁,人在,但他还是他吗?望着那些照片,还记得那些不忘的誓言吗?却没有勇气拿起 电话,只是摇摇头认命,感慨,然后又开始忙碌,就忘了。更讽刺的是,在路上偶然碰到竟然会有种“不要让他看到我”的感觉。

也许,照片根本抓不住什么,是我太天真。我拼命的想留住什么,以为有照片为证就不会变,可是变了,就变了。照片也许更是无情,提醒着我们,那个我们回不去的过去。

我却不舍得,丢弃或删除任何一张。心里明白,其实照片,一张也不需要,因为真正刻苦铭心的,是印在脑海里,丢不了,也删不了。

只是,永远不安的自己,还是得借由这些摸得到,看得到的东西,来告诉自己,这是我的故事。仿佛,真的,如果我将它们丢了,我的回忆也不见了。

我 的一个房间,都是我死都不肯丢掉东西的证据。什么都想留着,有时好想一把火烧了,可还是不舍得。读过一本书,杂乱的房间,让人思绪也杂乱。我看着我的房 间,也头痛了。从何收起?这个不愿丢,那个留着也许有用,结果受收拾房间也是徒劳无功。有时很讨厌。也许全都丢了,我也不再烦恼了。了无牵挂。

阿嬷一个小铁盒,就装满了回忆和感动。

但愿我连小铁盒都不需要。

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Random quiz:


http://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2010/06/07/technology/20100607-distraction-filtering-demo.html

Apparently I am not a high multi-tasker = I am not a woman?

Randomness.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I believe


"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles."
— Audrey Hepburn

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Monday, January 11, 2010

Analytical Analytical

Today I am classified as Analytical Analytical.

Am I that Analytical?

I thought I would be an amiable. Or at least amiable analytical.

(The two other social styles are Driven & Expressive. )

Interesting.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Happy 2010



Cheers to 2010. May this year be be filled with love, hope and laughter! :D

Friday, October 30, 2009

My advance bday pressie :D

I just got the official call!

:D